I just finished the 3rd book this morning. Read 2 and 3 just in the last week and read 1 over a period of a few months (it took a lot of discipline!)
While I realized there was a lot of trauma inflicted in books 1 and 2, it didn't really hit me until 3 that the connection I felt to Katiniss was deeply rooted in PTSD. I always feel a connection to the strong girl who doesn't take crap from any body, the huntress, and the girl who can survive against all odds - even when she herself doesn't believe she'll be able to. I am exactly like that so I thought that was what was my connection with Katniss.
In book 3, I started to get this heartsick feeling... watching how broken Katniss is. A lot of the way she describes how she feels, how difficult it is to think straight, the nightmares, the way she gets lost in a memory... it is exactly how someone who doesn't know they have PTSD would describe what they are experiencing.
The heartsick feeling I think was actually rooted in worry that she wouldn't survive, that she wouldn't be able to find peace... because if Katniss couldn't do it, then it means I can't either.
I'm probably going to have to read them all again to figure out what I think about all of the PTSD undertones, and what my reaction to them says about me
While I realized there was a lot of trauma inflicted in books 1 and 2, it didn't really hit me until 3 that the connection I felt to Katiniss was deeply rooted in PTSD. I always feel a connection to the strong girl who doesn't take crap from any body, the huntress, and the girl who can survive against all odds - even when she herself doesn't believe she'll be able to. I am exactly like that so I thought that was what was my connection with Katniss.
In book 3, I started to get this heartsick feeling... watching how broken Katniss is. A lot of the way she describes how she feels, how difficult it is to think straight, the nightmares, the way she gets lost in a memory... it is exactly how someone who doesn't know they have PTSD would describe what they are experiencing.
The heartsick feeling I think was actually rooted in worry that she wouldn't survive, that she wouldn't be able to find peace... because if Katniss couldn't do it, then it means I can't either.
I'm probably going to have to read them all again to figure out what I think about all of the PTSD undertones, and what my reaction to them says about me